ok so.
i'm getting a little paranoid now. theres this caffe near me and its had a "join the team help wanted" sing in its window for MONTHS now. i've sent them my cv twice. and hey! i set up a plant selling business at school, i've worked selling christmas trees. and have expirience dealing with customers. so. why have i not been contacted? seriously the job is carrying tea from the counter to tables and back again. so now i'm all paranoid lol

i sware some ones decided i'm not allowed work.

aaaaaaaaanyway.

i reintroduced myself to the cristmastree people. and they rang metoday asking if i could help loading trees as two of their people are ill. so i say yes. and the guy instantly asks me

"what shape are you in" i was tempted to answer "well today i'm a triange but tomorrow i can be a dodecohedron if you like"

but again. his asking me this suddenly had me thinking "why? did i look obease when you saw me on tuseday?"

so this is one increadibly paranoid fella typing here.

anyway best go i'll be hefting 3 ton trees about from 10am tomorrow.

oh one more thing. pairents telling me every ten seconds "you realise you'll have to do hard work." "you havent done that for a long time" does NOT help!